Tonight we had to put our cat, of 11 years, to sleep. In over the course of 36 hours his Taj's health deteriorated rapidly; He was having trouble breathing, he wasn't eating or drinking. A physical exam showed that his kidneys were small, his heart rate was elevated and other internal organs were enlarged. It also appeared he had lost a lot of weight recently. While we could have chosen to have him undergo several expensive tests regardless of what the ultimate determination was it would be terminal and it was only a matter of time. I have always promised myself that I would want Taj to die peacefully and without pain. We chose to bring him home with us today to spend a last few hours together -- to say goodbye and to wrap our heads around this loss.
He was truly a huge part of our family and a very unique and special cat. He was very social; so much so that we believe he picked us at the Humane Society. He'd run to the doorbell when it rang, to say hello and welcome visitors. He loved to be around people -- he even tried to tolerate little kids -- although eventually if they didn't respect him he'd be sure the tell them when enough is enough -- there have been a few scratches over the years but only to those who did not treat him properly.
He was always playful and looked to play -- even until just recently. It was hard to remember at times that he was no longer a kitten.. even though he believed he was. We also believe he thought he was a dog and often behaved as one. He would attempt to go on walks with us. He would often try to convince John or I that he hadn't already had lunch or snacks -- when indeed he had. He'd demand to be let in or out the front and back doors, even though he had his very own special cat door.
He always slept with us.. usually trying to get as close to our heads as possible. IF you wouldn't let him, he'd find someplace else and wait until you were sleeping to creep ever so slowly up to where he wanted to be. I never could understand how such a small animal could take up so much of our bed. I will miss that tonight!! When he was on the recliner and you walked past he'd reach out touch you. When he wasn't sleeping on you but close, he' reach out a paw. He just wanted to touch you.
Over the years he brought us many birds (many yelled at him too to go away), mice (that he would lose in our basement.. ugh) and even baby bunnies. He talked to us all the time and often sounded liked James and said "mom" He had a favorite blanket that if you got out with in moments he'd come running to sit in your lap and purr. He loved yogurt and no matter where he was in the house he'd be sitting waiting patiently at your feet to finish so he could lick the container.
There are just not enough words but Taj was an amazing cat, that I already miss so much. I am glad we had this afternoon and evening to spend with him and say goodbye.
What an unexpected loss on this rainy evening.
R.I. P. Taj. You have been able to go peacefully and pain free. You are in a happier place and forever in our hearts. We love you.
My last day - favorite grey blanket
So many birds, too many bells
hangin' out while mommy works
They painted this cool new room for me!